Goth Scene (страница 4)

Running away from your life
Can’t bear the passing of time
Like scars on your heart
To remind you of the past

You’re never living the moment
Always losing what you want
Afraid to make the same mistakes
And end up hurting like hell

What is it that makes you feel
It was better then
When you were too scared to live
When you were so scared of death

What is it that makes you want
To go back to that place
When you were wandering around
Searching for your fate

And you keep messing with your life
Destroying what you can’t control
You’d like to forget how to cry
You’d like to forget how to love

You’ll never be happy again
But you were not happy then
Afraid to mess with your doom
Afraid to live like a fool

What is it that makes you feel
It was better then
When you were too scared to live
When you were so scared of death

What is it that makes you want
To go back to that place
When you were wandering around
Searching for your fate

Applaud my defeat
And welcome the pain it brings
I know you too well
You can't fly without my wings

The purpose unknown
For hiding behind my back
Your life in my hands
Not willing to give it back

So strange to learn
It is the end
I'm letting go
The trusted hand

And in my dreams
I feel the pain
It changes me
I feel the same

Why does it feel so good
To feel so sad
I can settle for little
But only in the dark

There’s always a reason
To sink low and collapse
Dancing all nights alone
Falling in love with the wrong guy

Most of the time I can’t even cry
When there’s no grey in the endless sky
Always waiting for a hurricane
I feel alive in the pouring rain

Only the saddest songs
Help me getting hurt
It’s like an obsession
Sadness is a curse

And if I need some more pain
I close my eyes and rewind
Happiness fading away
Only regrets stay in my mind

I live in sin and lie
I lost my way
I caused you harm
It’s my conviction to feel
Your dying love
Your buried hopes

Forgive me for my sins
I fell right into the trap
Forgive for my sins
I don’t know who you are

Forgive me for my sins
Don’t look at me in the eyes
I’ll do anything to earn salvation

I live in guilt and fear
I strived to kill
My basic needs
It’s my conviction to feel
Your tortured mind
Your endless grief

Forgive me for my sins
You’re just a wicked soul
Forgive me for my sins
I let you swallow me whole

Forgive me for my sins
Your heart will turn to stone
I’ll do anything to earn salvation