Goth Scene (страница 4)

Running away from your life
Can’t bear the passing of time
Like scars on your heart
To remind you of the past

You’re never living the moment
Always losing what you want
Afraid to make the same mistakes
And end up hurting like hell

What is it that makes you feel
It was better then
When you were too scared to live
When you were so scared of death

What is it that makes you want
To go back to that place
When you were wandering around
Searching for your fate

And you keep messing with your life
Destroying what you can’t control
You’d like to forget how to cry
You’d like to forget how to love

You’ll never be happy again
But you were not happy then
Afraid to mess with your doom
Afraid to live like a fool

What is it that makes you feel
It was better then
When you were too scared to live
When you were so scared of death

What is it that makes you want
To go back to that place
When you were wandering around
Searching for your fate

Applaud my defeat
And welcome the pain it brings
I know you too well
You can't fly without my wings

The purpose unknown
For hiding behind my back
Your life in my hands
Not willing to give it back

So strange to learn
It is the end
I'm letting go
The trusted hand

And in my dreams
I feel the pain
It changes me
I feel the same

Why does it feel so good
To feel so sad
I can settle for little
But only in the dark

There’s always a reason
To sink low and collapse
Dancing all nights alone
Falling in love with the wrong guy

Most of the time I can’t even cry
When there’s no grey in the endless sky
Always waiting for a hurricane
I feel alive in the pouring rain

Only the saddest songs
Help me getting hurt
It’s like an obsession
Sadness is a curse

And if I need some more pain
I close my eyes and rewind
Happiness fading away
Only regrets stay in my mind

I live in sin and lie
I lost my way
I caused you harm
It’s my conviction to feel
Your dying love
Your buried hopes

Forgive me for my sins
I fell right into the trap
Forgive for my sins
I don’t know who you are

Forgive me for my sins
Don’t look at me in the eyes
I’ll do anything to earn salvation

I live in guilt and fear
I strived to kill
My basic needs
It’s my conviction to feel
Your tortured mind
Your endless grief

Forgive me for my sins
You’re just a wicked soul
Forgive me for my sins
I let you swallow me whole

Forgive me for my sins
Your heart will turn to stone
I’ll do anything to earn salvation

All my lies feel sore
I’m drowning in rain
Facing the sky
If life is so gracious
I’ll stay for a while
Hateful and what for?
My mind keeps on drifting
Missing the point
I tempted myself and
allowed this to happen

Like a maniac
I try to fall back ...

Into the noise

It is not mine - It is not yours
We follow the noise to remember you

Leave me here tonight
Hideous sins
Simplicity wins
Naive the disguise
and the foolish feel wise
Stranger times shine bright
The faces you’ve seen
in a broken dream
Killing the sentiment
Breaking the pure intent

What is all this for?
When you still need more!

Deep in the heart of a night
The time seems abandoned
Fragments of words in my head
Lead me to the promise you conceal

Forget me not
For when the morning comes
And severs the dark
I'll find myself more disconsolate

Enfolded by their laments pale and dull
A wounded past won't silence
The roaring of their screams
Your demise leaves me here
Forlorn, cold
Lost as a cry

In the immensity now laid waste
Some fragments of words in my head
Leading me to the promise you conceal
How did i end up so forlorn?
How did i end up so lost and cold?
Some fragments of words in my head
Leading me to vivid images
Now I fear the time
Now I fear its mysteries

Hollow-eyed I comprehend
That from others and from days
I'd better hide
Deep in the heart of a night
Forget me not
For when the morning comes
And severs the dark
I'll find myself more disconsolate

Beyond sparkling lakes my boat keeps on sailing
The rope softens, my hands keep on freezing
I gaze towards the horizon
Towards the land you promised me

I have no fears even if I feel everything is falling…
For everything that falls is falling with me

Your voice calling me back
I still can hear it like a dead shriek
Could I have wanted more?
Haven't I always dreamt of this?
Oblivion
Each breath is now taking me further
Oblivion
Night's air has become a blanket
Oblivion
Covering me more with each move
See, the moonlight has formed her one way path

...Look up the skies... Their realm has never seemed so calm
....never seemed so calm
I close my eyes... Now I can close my eyes...

[Verse 1]
Stumbling, falling, crawling
Trying to reach for you
First time I missed you
Made a turn and lost my shoe
Oh my dear street light
You keep me warm at night

[Chorus]

My wonder, wonder, wonder, wonder
Shining star
Wunderbar
Wonder, shining star

[Verse 2]

Have you ever asked me
Where I am coming from?
Have I ever told you
Why I am so alone?
Oh my compassionate light
Talk to me when I am tight

[Chorus]

My wonder, wonder, wonder, wonder
Shining star
Wunderbar
Wonder, shining star

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 3]

Remember our first acquaintance
At your iron post?
Sat in my car when
All at once my life got lost
I keep a firm hold on you
Until the morning blue

[Chorus]

My wonder, wonder, wonder, wonder
Shining star
Wunderbar
Wonder, shining star

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 4]

Glittering snowflakes
Under your golden glow
Wrap myself up well
In my woolen coat
I am lying at your feet
Sweet guardian over my sleep

[Chorus]

My wonder, wonder, wonder, wonder
Shining star
Wunderbar
Wonder, shining star

And still - the men - chatted - pleasantly, and smiled --- Was it possible -
They heard not? - Almighty God! - no, no? They heard! - they suspected! -
They KNEW! - they were making a mockery of my horror! - this I thought
And this I think --- But anything was better than this agony!
Anything was more tolerable than this derision!
I could bear those hypocritical smiles no longer!
I felt that I must scream or die!
- and now - again - hark!
Louder! louder! louder! LOUDER!
"Villains!"
"dissemble no more! I admit the deed!
- tear up the planks!
-- here, here! -
It is the beating of his hideous heart!"

[Verse 1]
They say your ailing doves get caught
They say her peace will make you weak
They now obtain your words by fraud
And modulate them as they speak

[Chorus]
Beyond her walls I shatter mine
Towards her charming lies I crawl
Her heart got sore as she found mine
Into her liquid arms I fall

[Verse 2]
Her noiseless treads delight my ears
I bury dreams along her shore
In radiant black her gliding tears
Under her surface so much more

Embrace me my angel
Who's eyes enlightens my world
Let me feel your golden hair
So soft so beautiful
Take my hand and follow me
To the realms of silence

Let the light of all lights devour us
Spread out your wings
And take me to this paradise
Spread out your wings and let us fly...

We gazed at the sun
One last time
As ashes fell down to earth
Could we see all the signs
Or did we just close our eyes

We watched the stars
Just one last time
As our bodies fell
To the ground
Could we have done more
Or were we committed
Limited by greed

Well, now it's too late for our sons and daughters
Can we look upon ourselves with pride
Now it's too late for the earth to recover
Our guilt we can no longer hide