Goth Scene (страница 3)

I feel so out of place
I cannot show my face
How could it be
Does anyone like me?
They leave me far behind
I think they must be blind
No one can see
It's like they stare through me

How can you treat the world this way?
Watch others suffer while you play (I'm transparent)
You stare with pure insanity
You missed what's really inside me (How could it be)
I pass into the other side
Where there is nothing left to hide (Does anyone like me?)
And I can roam and wander free
I think I found eternity

Alone I start to cry
But no one wonders why
I'll never bleed
I feel like I've been freed
The world just passes by
And tramples where I lie
They'll never see
The love inside of me

I'm transparent
How could it be
Does anyone like me?

How can you treat the world this way?
Watch others suffer while you play (I'm transparent)
You stare with pure insanity
You missed what's really inside me (How could it be)
I pass into the other side
Where there is nothing left to hide (Does anyone like me?)
And I can roam and wander free
I think I found eternity

I'm transparent
How could it be
Does anyone like me?

I'm transparent
How could it be
Does anyone like me?

There's so much wrong in your life
and you wish you could turn back time
no time for sorrow, no time to regret
you're drowning in the sands of time

But life goes on day by day,
and all your faults will remain.

You walk away,
you walk away.
from the place you loved before
without me there is nothing,
that will make you stay.

You walk away,
you walk away.
from the place you loved before
you won't look back,
'cause there's nothing more for you to say.

You keep all the memories in your heart.
You know they will keep you from being free.
You walk with the devil deep inside,
as long as you're not able to forget

Lying in bed
With a gun to my head
I am slumberless
Memories seep into fathoms of deep
Disillusionment
Pillow of red
Futile thoughts never said
It's all gone

Take it away
This sadness
And pain
Heart grown cold
Through tales of old

Funeral feast
Bringing violent beasts
To the parlor floor
Fortune and fame
Will not be quite the same
It's an open door
Nothing to give
Nothing to get
Make it stop

Did you hear her
Pull the trigger
Never knowing
Blood was flowing
Down, down, down, down

Poetry page
Showing nothingness
And rage
Death is my home
Where I shall roam

In the land of destiny
There is a void that can’t be felt

We negotiate starvation
In the land of milk and honey
We live in opulence and decadence
And yet it’s not enough

Praising our deficiencies
We’d rather close our eyes than see
Gorging is much easier
If we can look the other way

In the lap of luxury
The house of cards will fall

We drown in wine
And you in water
The die is cast
Our eyеs can see

Shout at the voices
They will not bе heard
Shout at the voices
They will not be heard
Shout at the voices

In the lap of luxury
The house of cards will fall
I’m your toxic symmetry
Break and correct, break and correct me

Break and correct me
Break and correct me

Praising our deficiencies
We’d rather close our eyes than see
Gorging is much easier
If we can look the other way

In the lap of luxury
The house of cards will fall
I’m your toxic symmetry
Break and correct, break and correct me
Break and correct, break and correct me
Break and correct, break and correct me
Break and correct

Drink with me
To share the weight,
Speak to me
with an open heart.

It's all the same,
If we don't try.
Forget the dream,
I'm lost inside.

In solitude
I hit the ground,
Peace of mind
Remains unsound.

We can let go
With open arms,
Don't paint the picture
That you need,

Find answers
To what I don't ask,
Bring back the kindness
To your mask.

You tire my heart,
You steal my wings,
Anywhere
I lay my head.

The waning moon in
A turbid night sky.
The strident voice with
Unending feedback.

There were flimsy excuses,
There were hundreds of stories,
There were loose ends, untieable,
There were obvious head fakes.

There were
Plenty of warnings,
You've seen it coming.
I'm really sorry,
You're not conforming
To the escape plan.

The glistening sun in
The hungry morning.
Suburban idyll
All drenched in sepia.

Homogeneity
The proper choices,
Fading reminders
Your dreams mean nothing.

There were landfills of data,
There were gigabytes, terabytes,
There were attacks from all sides,
There were obstructed exits.

And there is
Your stagnant heartbeat.

There were
Plenty of warnings,
You've seen it coming.
I'm really sorry,
You're not conforming
To the escape plan.

Everyone else has entered
And you're still waiting at the door
You carry something in you
That isn't needed anymore

You could swear the city
Is pulsing louder than before
You carry something in you
That isn't needed anymore

Is it your hope, your hope
That you can't keep in check
Is it your hope, your hope
That won't give you anything back

Your hope
That you can't keep in check
Is it your hope, your hope
That won't give you anything back

There's a great day coming
To wipe the blind spot off your eye
And there's a great day coming
When you will see the reason why

You carry something in you
That isn't needed anymore
And there's a great storm coming
You'd better start to gear up for

I'm drowning, I'm drowning for you
leaving the waves I unscrew
a long night, and again I adore you
a long night and the radio plays

Songs of little heroes for broken weary eyes... a dream each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't

I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding for you
breathing the rape I once knew
someone but somehow it hurts you
someone in my radio plays

Song of little heroes for broken weary minds... a rape each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't

And so we run hurry to drown again
and so we run to dream of the same
and so we're gone, turned out and down again
and so we run to go down in flames

The same dream every night
The dream of distant lands
Where sun and moon unite
Where all my longing ends

But when I wake from sleep
My eyes are full of rust
There’s nothing I can keep
My vision fades to dust

Bring me to the promised land
You know I need to understand
Why horizons are too far too touch

Please take me down to holy grounds
Where I can hear a million sounds
Why my longing always hurts so much

Is there a secret way?
Is there a secret door?
Do I have to pray?
To reach the promised shore?

The key is in your eyes
And written on your heart
Where all the wisdom lies
Where all creations start

Bring me to the promised land
You know I need to understand
Why horizons are too far too touch

Please take me down to holy grounds
Where I can hear a million sounds
Why my longing always hurts so much

Mankind is suffering a severe instability
My friend you know, I swear, this was never written
We are not alone, but we are left by ourselves
We thirst for water, we hunger for a bite to eat

What is this faith for?
...if there is nothing to believe in?
What is this world for?
...if there is nothing to adore?

I can feel the warmth of the dying sun upon my face
I can see the bloody circle diving into the horizon
Deeply in love with the gloom disappearing
to leave me on my own
What is it that I can do to make this moment last forever?

For mankind! - This is mankind!
Mankind! - This is mankind!

What is this world without you in it,
without you giving it its colors?
What is that feeling
that conquers me once you are gone,
I feel forgotten!

How can I be so naive,
so ignorant to think you really care!
Watching the world around me change its ugly faces,
yes this is mankind!

I'm bursting all your bubbles
I'm cold while you deceive
I don't care about your troubles
I pray to get some sleep

Define the state of matter
Declare your eyes the war
You should have known it better
But still you wanted more

Mystical, not physical
Is there faith enough for all these souls?
Hysterical, not logical
Is there room enough for all their shells?

Pale forces in fake environment
And biblical speeches so full of regret
Strange voices so full of agony
It sounds like it reaches deep into my head

Suffocate, deliberate
It is within, it is without
Gestures, eyes and invocations
It hides somewhere
Waiting - for he is yet to come...

I begged for answers all my life
Is it true crime to say the truth?

This world is darker...
This life is darker...
...darker than before

Another daybreak waking up
Drinking from a bitter cup
That's somehow sweet and oh, so tender
This poison confirms my surrender

Surrendering to all day life
No more wars and no more strife
Stars upon a deep, dark sky
I bow down, and I ask why

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned

New possibilities each day
They offer me a different way
To live, to walk, or just to breathe
Or lead me into misery

I am just as small as you
Although I do not want me to
With all the powers I possess
I'm just afraid of loneliness

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned

Let me dream here of a freedom
That will never be my own
If I do not pay the price
Of forever being alone

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned

Lying weeping on the floor
Like so many times before
As the ice is getting thin
Walls come closing in

I cannot take it anymore
Like so many times before
My soul a war-torn battlefield
With bridges burned and portals sealed

I can never run away
From the war inside of me
I can never turn away
From this bleeding memory

I travelled endless miles and more
To flee from who I was before
Through deepest pain and agony
To be somebody else but me

The pain I suffered in the past
Made me what I am at last
But all that I've overcome
Made me who I have become

I can never run away
From the war inside of me
I can never turn away
From these bleeding words I say

Pages blank, needing reason
Time has taken life away
Years of fighting, sin and treason
Will be turning into grey

Dim the lights and draw the curtains
Close the door and leave me be
All I have now in this moment
Is my memory

With my blood I write a poem
Into the morning sky
An effort taken just to show them
All the reasons why

Why I'm struck with solitude
With people at my side
Why I'm still lost, I conclude
Without you as my guide

Time has taken life away
Paint has dried on prison walls
My everlasting hideaway
In these cold and empty halls
This is all I have to say