Goth Scene (страница 3)

I feel so out of place
I cannot show my face
How could it be
Does anyone like me?
They leave me far behind
I think they must be blind
No one can see
It's like they stare through me

How can you treat the world this way?
Watch others suffer while you play (I'm transparent)
You stare with pure insanity
You missed what's really inside me (How could it be)
I pass into the other side
Where there is nothing left to hide (Does anyone like me?)
And I can roam and wander free
I think I found eternity

Alone I start to cry
But no one wonders why
I'll never bleed
I feel like I've been freed
The world just passes by
And tramples where I lie
They'll never see
The love inside of me

I'm transparent
How could it be
Does anyone like me?

How can you treat the world this way?
Watch others suffer while you play (I'm transparent)
You stare with pure insanity
You missed what's really inside me (How could it be)
I pass into the other side
Where there is nothing left to hide (Does anyone like me?)
And I can roam and wander free
I think I found eternity

I'm transparent
How could it be
Does anyone like me?

I'm transparent
How could it be
Does anyone like me?

There's so much wrong in your life
and you wish you could turn back time
no time for sorrow, no time to regret
you're drowning in the sands of time

But life goes on day by day,
and all your faults will remain.

You walk away,
you walk away.
from the place you loved before
without me there is nothing,
that will make you stay.

You walk away,
you walk away.
from the place you loved before
you won't look back,
'cause there's nothing more for you to say.

You keep all the memories in your heart.
You know they will keep you from being free.
You walk with the devil deep inside,
as long as you're not able to forget

Lying in bed
With a gun to my head
I am slumberless
Memories seep into fathoms of deep
Disillusionment
Pillow of red
Futile thoughts never said
It's all gone

Take it away
This sadness
And pain
Heart grown cold
Through tales of old

Funeral feast
Bringing violent beasts
To the parlor floor
Fortune and fame
Will not be quite the same
It's an open door
Nothing to give
Nothing to get
Make it stop

Did you hear her
Pull the trigger
Never knowing
Blood was flowing
Down, down, down, down

Poetry page
Showing nothingness
And rage
Death is my home
Where I shall roam

In the land of destiny
There is a void that can’t be felt

We negotiate starvation
In the land of milk and honey
We live in opulence and decadence
And yet it’s not enough

Praising our deficiencies
We’d rather close our eyes than see
Gorging is much easier
If we can look the other way

In the lap of luxury
The house of cards will fall

We drown in wine
And you in water
The die is cast
Our eyеs can see

Shout at the voices
They will not bе heard
Shout at the voices
They will not be heard
Shout at the voices

In the lap of luxury
The house of cards will fall
I’m your toxic symmetry
Break and correct, break and correct me

Break and correct me
Break and correct me

Praising our deficiencies
We’d rather close our eyes than see
Gorging is much easier
If we can look the other way

In the lap of luxury
The house of cards will fall
I’m your toxic symmetry
Break and correct, break and correct me
Break and correct, break and correct me
Break and correct, break and correct me
Break and correct

Drink with me
To share the weight,
Speak to me
with an open heart.

It's all the same,
If we don't try.
Forget the dream,
I'm lost inside.

In solitude
I hit the ground,
Peace of mind
Remains unsound.

We can let go
With open arms,
Don't paint the picture
That you need,

Find answers
To what I don't ask,
Bring back the kindness
To your mask.

You tire my heart,
You steal my wings,
Anywhere
I lay my head.

The waning moon in
A turbid night sky.
The strident voice with
Unending feedback.

There were flimsy excuses,
There were hundreds of stories,
There were loose ends, untieable,
There were obvious head fakes.

There were
Plenty of warnings,
You've seen it coming.
I'm really sorry,
You're not conforming
To the escape plan.

The glistening sun in
The hungry morning.
Suburban idyll
All drenched in sepia.

Homogeneity
The proper choices,
Fading reminders
Your dreams mean nothing.

There were landfills of data,
There were gigabytes, terabytes,
There were attacks from all sides,
There were obstructed exits.

And there is
Your stagnant heartbeat.

There were
Plenty of warnings,
You've seen it coming.
I'm really sorry,
You're not conforming
To the escape plan.

Everyone else has entered
And you're still waiting at the door
You carry something in you
That isn't needed anymore

You could swear the city
Is pulsing louder than before
You carry something in you
That isn't needed anymore

Is it your hope, your hope
That you can't keep in check
Is it your hope, your hope
That won't give you anything back

Your hope
That you can't keep in check
Is it your hope, your hope
That won't give you anything back

There's a great day coming
To wipe the blind spot off your eye
And there's a great day coming
When you will see the reason why

You carry something in you
That isn't needed anymore
And there's a great storm coming
You'd better start to gear up for

I'm drowning, I'm drowning for you
leaving the waves I unscrew
a long night, and again I adore you
a long night and the radio plays

Songs of little heroes for broken weary eyes... a dream each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't

I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding for you
breathing the rape I once knew
someone but somehow it hurts you
someone in my radio plays

Song of little heroes for broken weary minds... a rape each one
I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't

And so we run hurry to drown again
and so we run to dream of the same
and so we're gone, turned out and down again
and so we run to go down in flames

The same dream every night
The dream of distant lands
Where sun and moon unite
Where all my longing ends

But when I wake from sleep
My eyes are full of rust
There’s nothing I can keep
My vision fades to dust

Bring me to the promised land
You know I need to understand
Why horizons are too far too touch

Please take me down to holy grounds
Where I can hear a million sounds
Why my longing always hurts so much

Is there a secret way?
Is there a secret door?
Do I have to pray?
To reach the promised shore?

The key is in your eyes
And written on your heart
Where all the wisdom lies
Where all creations start

Bring me to the promised land
You know I need to understand
Why horizons are too far too touch

Please take me down to holy grounds
Where I can hear a million sounds
Why my longing always hurts so much

Mankind is suffering a severe instability
My friend you know, I swear, this was never written
We are not alone, but we are left by ourselves
We thirst for water, we hunger for a bite to eat

What is this faith for?
...if there is nothing to believe in?
What is this world for?
...if there is nothing to adore?

I can feel the warmth of the dying sun upon my face
I can see the bloody circle diving into the horizon
Deeply in love with the gloom disappearing
to leave me on my own
What is it that I can do to make this moment last forever?

For mankind! - This is mankind!
Mankind! - This is mankind!

What is this world without you in it,
without you giving it its colors?
What is that feeling
that conquers me once you are gone,
I feel forgotten!

How can I be so naive,
so ignorant to think you really care!
Watching the world around me change its ugly faces,
yes this is mankind!

I'm bursting all your bubbles
I'm cold while you deceive
I don't care about your troubles
I pray to get some sleep

Define the state of matter
Declare your eyes the war
You should have known it better
But still you wanted more

Mystical, not physical
Is there faith enough for all these souls?
Hysterical, not logical
Is there room enough for all their shells?

Pale forces in fake environment
And biblical speeches so full of regret
Strange voices so full of agony
It sounds like it reaches deep into my head

Suffocate, deliberate
It is within, it is without
Gestures, eyes and invocations
It hides somewhere
Waiting - for he is yet to come...

I begged for answers all my life
Is it true crime to say the truth?

This world is darker...
This life is darker...
...darker than before

Another daybreak waking up
Drinking from a bitter cup
That's somehow sweet and oh, so tender
This poison confirms my surrender

Surrendering to all day life
No more wars and no more strife
Stars upon a deep, dark sky
I bow down, and I ask why

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned

New possibilities each day
They offer me a different way
To live, to walk, or just to breathe
Or lead me into misery

I am just as small as you
Although I do not want me to
With all the powers I possess
I'm just afraid of loneliness

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned

Let me dream here of a freedom
That will never be my own
If I do not pay the price
Of forever being alone

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned

Lying weeping on the floor
Like so many times before
As the ice is getting thin
Walls come closing in

I cannot take it anymore
Like so many times before
My soul a war-torn battlefield
With bridges burned and portals sealed

I can never run away
From the war inside of me
I can never turn away
From this bleeding memory

I travelled endless miles and more
To flee from who I was before
Through deepest pain and agony
To be somebody else but me

The pain I suffered in the past
Made me what I am at last
But all that I've overcome
Made me who I have become

I can never run away
From the war inside of me
I can never turn away
From these bleeding words I say

Pages blank, needing reason
Time has taken life away
Years of fighting, sin and treason
Will be turning into grey

Dim the lights and draw the curtains
Close the door and leave me be
All I have now in this moment
Is my memory

With my blood I write a poem
Into the morning sky
An effort taken just to show them
All the reasons why

Why I'm struck with solitude
With people at my side
Why I'm still lost, I conclude
Without you as my guide

Time has taken life away
Paint has dried on prison walls
My everlasting hideaway
In these cold and empty halls
This is all I have to say

Feel the rush
The urge
The need to survive
I lie awake
To sleep is to die
I feel the strain
The clot in my veins
No time, no end
Just pure carpe diem

F.O.M.O.
Let’s forget our fears
F.O.M.O.
Let’s forget our past
Let’s forget our past

Feel the lust
The love
The will to disrupt
I lie awake
To sleep is to die
I can’t pretend
The voice in my head
Don’t stop, don’t rest
Don’t miss your chance

When they argue endlessly
To conceal that nothing is done
When I know my faith will falter
Without touching anyone

When I fail to understand
The news they're reading out
When the rats are taking over
The unsinkable

When their trivial hearts are set
On trivial souvenirs
When the laughter is getting glamorous
While my lungs are filled with tears

When the thumbscrews of regret
Shut all my systems down
When mortality is longing
To be realized

Don't tell me to leave my abyss
Don't tell me to come to the surface
Don't think there is a way
To silence the rapture

Don't tell me to leave my abyss
Don't tell me to come to the surface
Don't think there is a way
To silence the rapture
To exit the grey

When the veil of ignorance
Alights on my ideas
When nobody pays attention
If my nature disappears

When they put me in the dark
For a verdict without trial
When my will to breathe is fading
In and out

Don't tell me to leave my abyss
Don't tell me to come to the surface
Don't think there is a way
To silence the rapture

Don't tell me to leave my abyss
Don't tell me to come to the surface
Don't think there is a way
To silence the rapture
To exit the grey

Dreams of endless pleasures
And memories so full of pain
Lead me through my darkest nights
I'll never wake again

In times of endless mourning
I'll wear the veil of eternity
I close my eyes to feel again
But it is still the same

I hear these voices deep inside
They're calling for me, hold me tight
And in the coldness of the night
They're whispering softly to my heart

Don't be afraid of what you'll see
This is your life, your fantasy
There will be shadows, there will be tears
But never loose your faith in hope and eternity

We hold the course to glory and fame
We are the shining inversion to pathetic wandering
You're on the wrong track, we're on the right
If you don't change your horizon
you will surely suffocate

You used to say you want it too
You used to say you need it so bad
You used to say you want it too
Ignore the old, you're welcome in the new

Take on the shell you grow into
There is a sense but not for you
What a wonderful world
What a wonderful world

Don't get us dazed with genuine truth
You're complicating the plan and we don't win no war with this
Don't read the small print,
don't chat away
Just be a copy and paste, just be a cosmopolitan

You used to say you want it too
You used to say you need it so bad
You used to say you want it too
Ignore the old, you're welcome in the new

Take on the shell you grow into
There is a sense but not for you
What a wonderful world
What a wonderful world

This is your grave now lie in it
Look at the stars and rest a bit
What a wonderful world
What a wonderful world

We own the definition power
We rule the situation
You're a vector, a value, a visitor
You're a parameter, a parameter

You don't need friends and enemies
No self-reliance no abilities
What a wonderful world
What a wonderful world

I couldn't say
What happened there
Couldn't forget
That lost surface
And crystal rain
Surrounding me
Was taking us
To other worlds
I'm lost to words
Lost to everything
The ship is missing
The sunset cries
Cries all his sons
From a half-down blind
I see his rays
Caress the coming sleep

I never lied
I never joked
I never told there was a stranger
In the Europa starry abyss
She talked to me
She gave me hope
Her voice is lost forever
In my unreliable memory

I never lied
I'll face the questions
I'll try to give you all the answers you expect
To listen to
My identity will be cancelled once for all
Forever lost
Forever in the hands of madness

I never lied
I never joked
I'll try to give you all the answers you expect
To listen to
My identity will be cancelled
Along with that luminous stranger
Who saved my life in vain in that lost world

Neutralized
Set in concrete
Hollowed out
Tenaciously the memories linger on
Inerasable
Unimpressed
Eager to draw outlines that will last
They know all details
By heart
You're slow as hell
The flashbacks crop up fast

No complications
What do they know?
We got it all worked out
I hide where you don't seek
I hide where you don't seek

Lulled to dеath
Bustling boredom
Day by day
You force the picturеs not to lose their blur
To stay harmless
To stay vague
Forever wash your hands in innocence

[Verse 1]
Oh, you sad one
Playing the angel
Isn't so easy where you're from
Oh, you wild one
Devil's companion
You won't stay satisfied for long

[Chorus]
I don't want you to change
Anything you do
I don't want you to be
Someone else for me

[Verse 2]
Oh, you dark one
Eternal outsider
Caught in the spider's web you've spun
Oh, you blind one
Gentle and kind one
Seeing the world as a loaded gun

[Chorus]
I don't want you to change
Anything you do
I don't want you to be
Someone else for me

[Outro]
Stay as you are
The darkest star
Shining for me
Majestically

[Chorus]
If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

[Verse 1]
I'll never be a saint
That's not a picture that your memory paints
Not renowned for my patience
I'm not renowned for my restraint

[Pre-Chorus]
But you're always around
You can always be found
To pick me up when I'm on the ground

[Chorus]
If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

[Verse 2]
I'm still recovering
Still getting over all the suffering
More known for my anger
Than for any other thing

[Pre-Chorus]
But you've always tried
To be by my side
And catch my fall when I start to slide

[Interlude]

[Chorus]
If I could just hide
The sinner inside
And keep him denied
How sweet life would be
If I could be free
From the sinner in me

[Verse 1: Dave Gahan]
I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies

I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

[Refrain: Dave Gahan & Martin L. Gore]
Wrong
Wrong

[Verse 2: Dave Gahan]
There's something wrong with me chemically
Something wrong with me inherently
The wrong mix in the wrong genes
I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means

It was the wrong plan in the wrong hands
With the wrong theory for the wrong man
The wrong eyes on the wrong prize
The wrong questions with the wrong replies

[Refrain: Dave Gahan & Martin L. Gore]
Wrong
Wrong

[Verse 3: Dave Gahan & Martin L. Gore]
I was marching to the wrong drum
With the wrong scum
Pissing out the wrong energy

Using all the wrong lines
And the wrong signs
With the wrong intensity

I was on the wrong page of the wrong book
With the wrong rendition of the wrong hook
Made the wrong move every wrong night
With the wrong tune played 'til it sounded right yeah

[Refrain: Dave Gahan, Martin L. Gore & Martin L. Gore]
Wrong
Wrong (Too long)

I was born with the wrong sign (Wrong)
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy (Too long)
I took the wrong road (Wrong)
That led to the wrong tendencies (Too long)
I was in the wrong place at the (Wrong) wrong time
For the wrong reason (Too long) and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of (Wrong) the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

[Outro: Dave Gahan & Martin L. Gore]
Wrong

Find your random route in the black tide
Spin with pixeled eyes, heartbeat out of tune
No need to think twice in this speedrun
Time begins to melt, now there′s nothing else

(Catch up!)
Follow your followers
(Follow us!)
Our lines are written by the same ghost
(Catch up!)
Follow your followers
(Follow us!)
All the wonders blow up right in front of us

Mirrors only show further mirrors
Rooms without a name, they all look the same
This folder we're in is being archived
Coded to unwind a discarded dream

Kick
Snare
Kick
Release me

No peace

Kick, snare

The clones they want to be
You'll never find in me
They yearn to be the same
How could they be so plain?

They wanted love too much
Come here and beg to touch
I'll hold onto the truth
And grasp onto my youth (No peace)

Repeated jealous phobia (Kick)
I know it's just a formula (Release me)

What is normal?
What everyone else is and you are not
What is normal?
What everyone else is and you are not

When will there be something rare?
You know someone has got to care
All that lingers everywhere
Is never-ending, kick, snare (No peace)

Kick
Snare
Insert sample here

Alright, okay
Let's proceed

Release me

I'll never be the same
I'm left with what remains
Of what they thought was lost
I'll have to bear the cost

For years I tried to do
All that could not be true
I'll have to learn to be
What lurks inside of me

The way you once were with me then (The clones they want to be)
Reminded me you were a friend (You'll never find in me)
And now that we've remained apart (They yearn to be the same)
I've found another's broken heart (How could they be so plain?)
Alone I've cried and felt the pain (They wanted love too much)
We'll have through life again, again (Come here and beg to touch)
But love will heal our souls at last (I'll hold onto the truth)
And let us live without the past (And grasp onto my youth)
Repeated jealous phobia (Kick)
I know it's just a formula (Release me)

I would tell you about the things they put me through
The pain I've been subjected to
But the Lord himself would blush
The countless feasts laid at my feet
Forbidden fruits for me to eat
But I think your pulse would start to rush

Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes

Morality would frown upon
Decency look down upon
The scapegoat fate's made of me
But I promise now, my judge and jurors
My intentions couldn't have been purer
My case is easy to see

I'm not looking for a clearer conscience
Peace of mind after what I've been through
And before we talk of any repentance
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

I can´t stand the words they say
But they won't stop talking anyway
Do they know what´s right or wrong
Do they really know the truth

Everybody´s looking for a new sensation
Everybody's seeking for more attention
Everybody's lying for his own profit
Mankind is drowning in a world of lies

There are only lies in my heart and in my life
I hold the future in my hands
I don't think I can change the world
But I will always try to fight against all these lies

Forget all your sorrows
Forget all the pain
No more fear
Nothing to suffer from

The night sky above us
Whispers with our fears
Gives us what we want
A little sign

To see that we feel
To feel that we live
To live how we want

Don't you feel the answer in the air
Nobody can always get what they want

Think of your fears
Think of the suffering
Don't you like it?
I know you do!

Night is our day
Do you wanna stay?
Just one more dance
Feeling numb when it ends

Outcasts in the dark
Strangers from the past
Black noise all around
Ascending from the ground

Empty glance from above
Regretting hope for love
You say you need me and it hurts
Your last honest words

Awake through the night
Alone in silence
I can't seem to find
The point in time when I cried and
You first decided to hide

Another day
I need a reason to survive
Another day
A memory keeps me alive

Another day
Illusions taking over my mind
Illusions that keep me alive

Time to remind myself
this is not reality
Echoes of the past will tell
it was just my insanity

You saved me from the dark
When there was no way back
We never lost the spark
Never gave up not for a moment
Or Maybe it's all in my head

Another day
I need a reason to survive
Another day
A memory keeps me alive

Another day
Illusions taking over my mind
Illusions that keep me alive

Time to remind myself
this is not reality
Echoes of the past will tell
it was just my insanity

Woke up in the setting sun
Ocean breeze touched my skin
Looked around, there was no one
No one anywhere near

Pinch of salt in the air
Seagulls fly through the sky
Sunbeam lightly carress
With a teardrop in my eye

Troubles fall behind
Memories from the past
Coming from the dark
For a soul they fail to find

Sorrow turns to reflection
Soul freed from the curse
Remains only a fraction
Everything in reverse

Surrounded by loved ones
Gifts of the creator
Settling down all at once
Staying here forever

In silence you scream
At the voice in my head
Relive every dream
That you meant to forget

So tempted at night
To open my eyes
How divine is the dark
Such a pleasant surprise

Don’t fear endless nights
In every word in every man
The beast is yours and mine to tame

The lack of my faith
To the tone that I hear
The serpent may bring
The justice we fear

Awake when I dream
I tremble and fall
Afraid when I sleep
And no hope to call

I couldn't see the difference in night and day
These opium eyes only care to see the colors fade away
Sinking deeper down,
To where the waters cease to flow
My senses dormant
I want nothing more than to be alone...

In tides of oblivion
I escape from all the noise
I wouldn't feel different,
if I don't ever hear another voice

Disconnect me from the drone
It's so blissful underneath
Deep in the water I must drown
Just to hear my own heartbeat...

This false reality
I don't even want to hear
Now I know what peace is
I can't find it anywhere...

Now I know what peace is
I can't find it anywhere
I must drown just to hear my own heartbeat
Now I know what silence is
I can't find it anywhere
I have to drown just to hear my own heartbeat...

No reflection in the mirror
Or shadows on the wall
Have you seen me lately?
Can you see me at all?

This presence ever fading
As I drift to the shores
But I am not here
No, I'm not here anymore

Can you feel me in the distance
Calling you in
Well Here is my ending
And there, I begin

I'm never quite awake
And asleep I cannot stay
I'm coming ever closer
Without you..

I am lost
I am a ghost
Whom I haunt
I cherish the most

There is no reason to feel alonе
Where you rest your hеad is where I call home
Where is my home
I am a ghost

(Together we become paralyzed, we shun the world until the hurt dies)

Will you hear my haunting voice,
When you're standing in the rain
Will you feel me in your tears
When you let go of the pain

Will you keep me in your heart,
When you're tearing down the walls
Will you find me in the dark,
When you're afraid to lose it all

Without you I'm lost
I am a ghost
If I cannot haunt
I suffer the most

There is no reason to feel alive
If I cannot hurt or bleed or die
Where is my home
I'm just a ghost

(Together we become paralyzed, we shun the world until the hurt dies)

Waking up the demons that you hide,
I'll never let you keep it all inside
So Pull me in and never let me go,
I'll sleep forever in your heart of woe

No need to fear another waking day
In blissful slumber we will slip away
Together we become paralyzed,
we shun the world until the hurt dies

ghosts don't cry...

Don’t let me drown
my rebel heart
Find the anonymous
My sacred art

Prey!

My eyes are wide open
Drowning in light
What I remember
I paint it bright

Torn by these worlds
My only friend
Filling the void
So endless the end

Dead birds are singing
The last curtain falls
Numb the emotion
Poisonous calls

Daylight has died
The dream never ends
Falling in darkness
Folding your hands

You flood my dreams with what I’m scared of
You only live when I’m asleep
You flood my dreams with what I’m scared of
You lose the faith in me, a faith I never had

Pull the strings above my head
They're connected to my heart
They have seem to come undone
The further we grew apart
From down here I have nothing to gain
You've transformed me into your little puppet of pain

Is it hard for you to believe
I'm only human?
For all the pain you brought upon me
I'll sever these strings

By the lines around my neck
I can tell your discontent
Though I'll never be relеased from here
I will suffеr until the end

You have made me this way
Cold as steel
You are only to blame
For the way that you feel

Is it hard for you to believe
I'm only human?
For all the pain you brought upon me
I'll sever these strings

Is it hard for you to believe
I'm only human?
I suffer from these lifeless dreams
I'll never say sever...

This crystaline shield
This invincible force field
A prison of my own making

This armor that keeps
Dreams of inner peace
Under my skin
(Where I'm)
Free to resolve the state I’m in

Disengage and rearrange
This diametric self within
It's just the way it's always been

If I say nothing at all
What is left to lose
If I build nothing but walls
It's better than disappointing you...

The cage that keeps the horror in me
(It's better than disappointing you)
Self-contained in a silent rage
(What else am I supposed to do)
When I...I can't relay еverything I wish to say
(It's only my point of view)
So I walk away

Still waters run deep
Thеre's nothing I won't take
A passive resistance
As calm as the coming of a storm

Quiet as I can keep
A slow-motion earthquake
A paralyzing heaviness
Before I lose control

If I say nothing at all
What is left to lose
If I hide behind these walls
I'll never disappoint you...

If I say nothing at all
I have no excuse
And I'll always take the fall
If it means I still have you...

Befriend my cold silence
I try not to lose my mind
I listen quietly to hear you sing
And I will drain the rivers just for you
The clouds inhale me to make it all come true

I see, I feel, I shatter
Too painful to admit
Alone with my demons
Alone with myself
I cannot believe I got lost in this hell

Forgive me tomorrow
I live for today

I try to forgive myself for just one moment
I'm wide awake when I'm asleep

And when I dream, I dream for you
And when I'm lost, I'm lost for you
And when I pray, I pray for you
And when I fail, I fail for you

Plastic needles in my skin
Don't ask me what they're for
No clue, except for pain and shock
You tied me to the bed to mock

My eyelids kept wide open
So I can see all that you do
All this liquid in my eyes
Come inside my world, friend, if you dare... the curse

It's cold, I shiver while I sweat
Room without a glimpse of sunlight
My head is shaved, my body bruised
Can't feel my fingers, everything is numb... the curse

Your reality is twisted
It seems you just don't notice
That all you do to me
Can never touch me mentally

But you can do all this to me
It's not like it would matter
Much worse than, so much worse than that
I can't get you out of my head

Where is that strong human will now?
Guess there are things you can't escape from...
I don't know, but something isn't right here...
I guess what you expect from me is fear... the curse

I stare... but there is nothing I can see
God knows, with only one hand I could...
Your giggles reach me from next door
I wonder what is this all for?... the curse

Don't say it's getting better
The ghost of you - unborn
Am I blind enough to see?
We're running out of time

Don't say it's getting better
All those endless days go by
A wishful dream comes true
We wasted so much time

When all is gone
I wonder what is left for me
When all is gone
I wonder what is left of me

I try to escape so far away from here
The chains of time are always next to me
All my faith is lost, all my world is cold
And my hope is like a grave without a name

I try to find the reason to be alive
But with every step I don't find any sense
Crucify my life in your cross of sins
With pure devotion I could kill my dreams

Cut my broken wings and try to make me free
This emptiness is killing me
Please let me be the wind that paints my destiny
And makes me disappear

Just for a while I think about redemption
But my wings of sins comfort my agony
Slave of flesh, lover of pain
I will be the victim of my hell

Cut my broken wings and try to make me free
This emptiness is killing me
Please let me be the wind that paints my destiny
And makes me disappear